Why is it?

Why is it that i go on such a hot run and think i have this game sown up and then crash so badly i wonder how i ever won anything in the first place?

why is it i cannot find any motivation to write a blog let alone read other peoples?

why is it i can barely find the energy to promote and advance my own career? How will i feel in 2 months when i have to jack in this lazy boy lifestyle and return to work and have to find energy to accomplish tasks for someone i detest.

why is it short stacks call all in with Q3 and hit?

why do i feel so depressed?

why is it that i just broke the "why is it" pattern on that last sentence?

will i ever get the breaks i need or will i be stuck in this rut forever?

who can say

i wish they would let me know so i can start making alternate arrangements